i think it's interesting that in my life (before 18), the older i got, the more famous/popular i wanted to become.  but after 18, the older i got, the less public i wanted to be.  i think it suddenly hit me, that popularity/fame is really not what it appears to be.  a lot of other baggage comes along with it.

that, coupled with my laziness to blog and my unwillingness to share my personal side at times, lead me to close this blog.  yes, this will be the last entry here.

it won't be the last of me on the internet though.  i'm moving somewhere else.  i won't lock it, but i'll certainly lock certain entries that are more private.  even then, don't expect full disclosure, because i realize some things are not meant more than 1/2 pairs of eyes.

i also expect entries to come less often.  but we'll see abt that.

in any case, if you do have an interest in my life and want to continue to encourage and support me, feel free to ask me where i have moved to.  i would appreciate no linking and no spreading of the address as well.  my email, i think most of you should know, MSN as well.  if you don't, there are ways to get it, so if you really care abt me, there are ways.

i suppose readership will go down and i might lose some friends (in the sense that they're no longer updated abt my life), but i think this alternative beats a complete stop in blogging.  anyway i think the primary reason for the blog will be for my family and close friends who want to know what's going on with me.

so ta.  thank you for reading, and God bless you :)